So busy on twitter I forgot about writing

I had been hearing about twitter for months and I thought that I would not join because hello I have like so many places to go on the web, my space, aolmail, yahoo360, helium, iwon and face book to name a few but than I got hooked on to twitter. I like it because the celebs show how much they are like everyone else. It is somewhat like a big old chat room that celebs can talk too. quick thought how is this country going broke when everyone has a record label any way getting back on the subject. everyday I update and look forward to the witty crazy things that people all over the world have to say. join in you might have a ball. well that is all for now I will chat later.peace.

So you had a bad day........

I have truly been having a bad week and day. Spring is in the air I am broke sick and my allergies are making me breathless. I have been using the inhaler like crazy and put on my face mask. I truly think that allergies and sinuses is like torture. the last time I went to see my ear nose and throat specialist I told him that why does everything that goes in you ear, down your throat, and up your nose looks sharp and painful. It looks like a promo for the movie hostel in there. He has all these one foot long thin stick things that you see going in your head and it makes your heart beat fast. Normally I am not that nervous but I became terrified because there were these long sharp scissors going up my nose I was hunched up and asking what are you doing to me what are you doing to me. by the time I asked my question he had did what he needed to do. he was getting some stuff off the lining of my nose I am not going into detail but it was so nasty. Anyways that is not what I was talking about sorry to get off the subject. I plan out my budget and than something comes along to mess up my budget like I need to buy six prescriptions at the same time because me and all three kids got sick at the same time and it puts me behind. For some reason the bills that we have I am steady on top off them but this month i do not know what I am going to do until June rolls in but I will find a way. I am just stressed and pushed to my limits. I make miracles happen because I can not work right now and it is crazy. I can feed my family of five on 100 to 125 dollars every two weeks need some pointers I will tell you. my number one thing is wal mart. well I am getting tired and I will right later.

find a little joy

Today I really do not know what I am in the mood to talk about but I do know one thing I feel a little better than before. currently I am trying to earn extra money so you can read my other works on helium.com. I write informative articles and poems and the works. anyways I have been sitting around wondering if things will get any worse I forgot about the good things. With so many things going wrong people do not take the time to love their life for what it is . Honey let me tell you all, I am constantly in pain all the time, and every time I go to the doctor I have something else wrong with me. I can still be happy. For me it is the love of my children. I love children, I love to be surrounded by kids if I could have fifty I would. But I believe now more than ever we all need to take the time to find something that is free and brings us joy and just grab hold of that feeling. Looking at the other side of things what is up with celebrities. Emniem is full of surprises and I like the fact that he picks on everyone. J-lo divorcing again Selma went back to the billionaire. You know we tell are kids life is not like high school and it is. The rich, beautiful, and famous are the popular who we just can not get enough of seeing what they are going to do next. Drama is the best. It helps us forget about our crappy life and laugh at someone Else's. Anyways I am not going to go on forever so i close with these words. Find something to bring joy to you in these hard times.

What is up with the world

I have been reading the news lately and it just amazes me how violent and desperate people get during hard times. It is up setting that so many murders and suicides take place. I always feel like money makes the world go round but it does not stop it. People lose all their morals when it comes to money and it is useless. Killing your family and yourself because you are about to lose your home and your job is gone never takes care of the problems it only is an easy bail out. Family is there regardless of material things and money. they are the things that do not change, family and true friends. I feel that way because when I was little I seen a play about Lot and his family. If you are a little familiar with the bible, or if you forgot Lot and his family lived in Sodom and Gomorrah cities that were getting destroyed by God because of their behavior. Anyways they were almost destroyed with the city because they were worried about their material things. They stayed back so long that the angels had to practically push them from their home into safety. They were told not to look back to what they had to leave behind. Lot's wife looked back and was turned into a pillar of salt. I have claimed to one thought after that I would never go as far as to lose my life or risk the life of my family because of material things. You only have one life and why lose it over something that can not live. So what I can not have I never stress over it or make it a big deal I just live without it and enjoy what I have.
Even for those out there who do not believe in God or the bible this story still gives a fine example of what material possessions can cause you to do. I am not trying to drop some knowledge on you just giving my readers something to think about. I am just so tried of hearing of family murder stories these past dew months when there is so much to live for. Changing the subject now, have you ever noticed when people think of paradise they think about the beauty of nature, you know white sand, flawless blue clear water beaches, palm dreams, mixed drinks with umbrellas, spending time with loved ones, and relaxing in perfect weather. Money and lots of material thing are never involved crazy right. No crowds, no big city, no cell phones nothing like that. If you feel like talking let me know what you think about the things that I have stated.